Right, you know how I’m desperate to lose weight? So much so I’ve started a blog and posted photos of me in a bikini for the whole wide world to see? Well this just happened…

And because I promised you honesty, not only did that happen but so did this…

It’s funny because the first thing I did when I got to work this morning was moan to my colleagues about how tight my winter coat is. I bought it a few months ago for my trip to New York, where I’m going after Christmas, and as it stands, it doesn’t zip up. It therefore baffles me, and no doubt anyone reading this, why I then thought eating a Five Guys and a bag of Millie’s cookies was a good idea.

To add insult to injury, I was caught red handed at Five Guys by my friend who was out Christmas shopping with her husband. I must have looked like a rabbit caught in the headlights stood there waiting for my order. This is a friend who has achieved her goal weight at Slimming World and is looking amazing for it so she can justify a cheeky burger here and there. Chub rub over here on the other hand, who can’t zip up her winter coat, shouldn’t have been anywhere near the place.

I got back to the office and confessed my sins and I was told “you’re lovely as you are”. It made me smile but it does beg the question as to why I am feeling so guilty…